And so it is... I realise my heart is big enough to take this. To add some more of this strange pain and somehow too keep on.. But i wonder: is it that big enough to find a place for another one. I mean.. can i really take one more pain.. not that it was a surprise - neve was. But in a way it awlays hurts. I will never got to know you when you grow old. Never ment to be. Not mine fault.. not yours.. Just what was not ment to be. And i wonder - why? Why did it have to happen? to learn what? that i still can handle one more emptyness.. until when?? And yeap: in a way i can not feel this typical anger at you. No way. I only feel understanding. So werid. Nothing to blame. Only me and... me. "I can't take my eyes of you".. not even able to cry off that thing inside. how to get over it when unable to? what to say? Thankfull for knowing you, for being there and for being sincer.. god damnd i hate this. "i can't take my eyes of you". Pain heals... but there is noting to heal, is it? "did i say that that i love you?" never did.. i swear i never really wanted you. but it still hurts.. as you said "some things it is better not to tell. why did you at all? being happy - i wish to you. never really wanted anything more.. hope life does you good and you find your princess. honestly.. maybe this is life and somehow hope life does good to both of us. and someday, somehow we appreciate what happened.
Once more: thank you for everything "and so it is.." hope i go over it.. hope you do not have to. I still can't take my eyes of you.. but i know time helps.. i will. obrigada, Mayur
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edno malko uto4nenie: v pesenta The Blower's Daughter, zenata pee ne: Did i say that i love you, ami Did I say that i loath you. Loath oznachava mrazia, nenavijdam. i nakraja na pesenta kato cialo, toi pee: till i find somebody else, koeto oznachava, 4e toi mnogo dobre se poznava i znae 4e tova otnovo shte se slu4i. Niakoi hora sa prosto takiva...kato men, shte ti obiasnia, kato se vidime. *****
Ама това е дори по-прекрасно, бре! Значи съвсем правилно съм си слушала тази песен за вдъхновение! Забелязвала ли си как винаги, в правилните моменти, си пускаш някоя песен, която стотици пъти си слушал, ама не си се заслушвал в текста...и изведнъж вземаш, че се заслушваш и точно в този момент, текста те удря в челото. Така че, благодаря ти и останалото ще ми го обясниш. Кога ще чета твоя блог?
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