What you do when...

Well what you do when a stunning news come...?What will follow when you find your self in a story when things had already changed and somehow so far you hadn't realised that? As one once said, "life is what happens while you are busy making other plans.." so often said and suddenly i realise i awlay pass this pure truth over my ears. Yeap. Once again, lets analyse the shitty past. Whatfor? But as usual.. for every occasion always the music finds me and i find a song and later i follow the lyrics to find out they say everything. Almos as happens in life. What if we could see truth whilst the things happen? What if we could be updated before getting oureslves surprised not nicely. Not that whatever happened was bad bad bad.. bad things do not happen and as a friend once said: when you will realise that there are no winners and no loosers. But what if, somehow, things just do not happen when there is no future prospective. Can't we just skip this intro and spend our life on something that matters.. that stays for a while and we, we are those that choose afterwardsÇ to be or not to be. There are no bad people.. it depends on how we see ourselves in certain situations. But once you start playing on the emotional side.. you always get kicked. I am starting with the man on the mirror, for god's sake. Too late to change anything. And Michael Jackson is simply not present anymore...But a little hope comes with my favorite series "Grey' anatomy"...
"Desen't matter how tough we are. Trawma always leaves a scar. It follows us home...it changes our lives. Trawma messes everybody up. But may be that's the point. All the pain..and the fear.. and the crap. May be going trough all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It's what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed-up before we can get step-up..."


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1YTDtV3Co7A

Shut me out completely,
That would not be such a sin.
Lock up every entry,
Make sure that there’s no way for me to get in
Won’t try to pry them open,
Never mind knock upon your doors.
Truth is that there’s no reason for me to even see your face anymore.

But I need you ears and I need them now I’ve got something to say,
I’m not here today to win you back just to remind you that.

Sure as the rain starts to fall,
Yes I’ll always remember you dear.
And though we don’t talk anymore.
I was crazy for you; yes I was crazy for you, that’s for sure.

Nothings ever easy, I think we both know that it’s true.
I was convinced you loved me, and I was pretty sure that I loved you too,
When was our final moment whats your favourite might have beens.
When was my fatal error that changed the way you thought of me ever since.

Cos I made you smile and I made you laugh, i made nice gestures and surprised you enough?
But I made you come, but I made you cry,
I wish this was true but I’m not gonna lie.

So sure as the rain starts to fall,
Yes I’ll always remember you close
And though we don’t touch anymore.
I was crazy for you; I’m still crazy for you, that’s for sure.
Still crazy for you, still crazy for you, still crazy for you